Wow.... its been almost a year since I wrote something here hahahaha
well... Im back... how are you my diary?? LOL
lotsa things happened.... i dont wanna write down all the details coz itll take me forever to type it here so ill just summarize what happened in the past months....
>I decided to stay away from Neil and my old friends
>I joined the Vancouver Gay Volleyball Association (VGVA) met more friends thanks to..
Ellery and the couple Cedric, and Christian
>I joined the North American Gay Volleyball Association (NAGVA) and was able to travel to the states, won tournaments, and met tons of good friends :) thanks to the power couple CC and...
Chanelle.. I met William and Dexter.. and my PNW Ohana :) lotsa names hahaha
>Im still working @ the callcenter.. although today (saturday) will be my last day because...
>Im going back to school for 10 months to qualify for the Registered Nurse Exams next year
>Im going to write the the Licensed Practical Nurse exams this September 15, hopefully ill pass so i can work part time as an LPN while studying
>I had a bf for 2 weeks LOL... it didnt work out.. and i really hated his immaturity... but i was kinda expecting it... I still like him but nah.... past is past :) my focus now is my studies :) even if i told him not to talk to me anymore, he still says hi and send me texts once in a while.. but i dont reply coz i dont wanna get distracted... career first!
and lots and lots of things.. these are the highlights tho :)
ANYWAY........
Ellery became my closest big sister here in canada.... met him in a recreation center long time ago but i really didnt had a chance to know him until I joined VGVA where he ofted showed up and i had a chance to know him more... and boom! instant connection... although we had some misunderstandings when we went to oregon for our gay nationals vball tourney which brought a gap between us, but were okay now.. starting to connect again.. i really miss him...
I need to catch up to the power couple cedric and christian too... its been a while since I hang with them.... Ill be seeing chanelle and the rest next week coz im gonna spend my labor day weekend in SEATTLE!!! oh yeah baby.... lake fun!!
Last month I talked to Neil and the others again to reconcile and it was going okay... and guess what happened... DRAMA!!! so im now convinced that I can never be around that group anymore... I had enough.. and I need to surround myself with drama free friends.. would you agree??? dont ask me about what DRAMA am i talking about coz it was just.. overrated...
anyway......
Today I played volleyball with some of my VGVA friends (I didnt join this year by the way.. coz of school... *wink wink), my friend/crush Ricky and Deanna... although she didnt really play with us coz she was late.. and she played with her friends... but its ok coz i played with ricky anyway... and friends.. :) Ben wasnt able to play coz Friday is his day to spend time with his girlfriend for 9 months now, Gianni. Oh.. Ricky has a gf too.. Eva... theyve been together for 9 months too... anyway towards the end of the night, we decided to do a match between the gays and the straight... 5 vs 5... and guess who won.. HELL YEAH!!! US!!!... It was a fun night... Ricky gave me a ride to the skytrain station but we grabbed drinks first.. and he payed for me coz i didnt have cash with me... hes sweet :)
On Tuesday Ben catched up with me coz we really havent had a chance to talk to each other lately coz after our league last year we barely play together... same goes with deanna.. its ricky whom I hated the most before that i play with now... anyway Ben and I did a lil bit of shopping, had dinner, then watched a movie.. even if it looks like a date.. it wasnt!! okay??? LOL
Im looking forward to catch up to deanna too... coz my connection to her and ben is more... connected? LMAO.... unlike ricky, coz its just a volleyball connection for him... and brotherly love.. whatever LOL....
I also formed a volleyball connection with new friends... Alex and now Stan.... Alex is the loner guy that i met in a rec center around our place and hes GOOD... stan was introduced to me by ricky or ben.. i cant rememeber... and hes getting better :) looks like well have a new team for the winter league..:)
Alex and Ricky is part of my NAGVA team now... theyre not gays!! but we play together coz its a good club.. good tournaments... and FUN! weve played and won a couple of tournaments together so our volleyball chemistry is pretty.. cool.. its okay... lol hopefully well play together this november again for the Vancouver leg of NAGVA....
Im not dating anyone at the moment.. although Im talking to some guys.. but just for friends coz I promised myself that I need to get my RN first... and as much as possible.. try not to be involved in any kind of relationship which may cause drama and distraction to my career in the making....
One of the guys that im talking to now is Ned, hes a nurse in the philippines who will move here in vancouver on october... hes really cute... and yeah hes my crush.. but thats it... im helping him to find a place where he can stay together with his friend when they get here.. and guiding him about the process of registration here to be a nurse... I think were gonna be good friends :) thats just about it.... i dunno if anything will happen like.. if itll be more than friends but anything could happen.... to anyone.. anywhere... anytime... i dont have any expectations or hopes tho.... just plain friendship... i just think hes cute... so yeah...
Im still talking to Anton, my ex in the philippines... he failed his licensure exam to be a nurse AGAIN in the Philippines... for the third time :( and hes really sad.. im just comforting him :) he still likes me.... but i dont wanna tie him up to me so I dont give him any false hopes.. although were in an open kind of like... a bond? not really a relationship.. but like.. a passive commitment.... weird but thats what we have now LOL
A lot of things really happened and this post looks like a mess.. so lets just skip those... starting tomorrow... its gonna be a fresh beggining :) or continuation..... whatever....
its perfect timing too... coz... its gonna be a new chapter of my life here in canada
Reconnected with Ben, Deanna, Ellery.. together with new vball friends....
Start of my life as a student....
The LPN exams...
and still single :)...
Im sleepy now... so ttyl!!!!
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